Jak

This short family film is a portrait of Jonya and her son Jak. I chose this poem by Pádraig Ó Tuama because I think Jonya lives her life in response to the poem’s questions. “who are we to be with one another? and how are we to be with one another?” beauty can be born from paradox and conflict, and though the magic Jak possesses is innate, it is sharpened, I think, by the tension he’s experienced in his young life. Thank you, all of you, for allowing me to document your family.

“[the] north[ern] [of] ireland”

Pádraig Ó Tuama

It is both a dignity and
a difficulty
to live between these
names,

perceiving politics
in the syntax of
the state.

And at the end of the day,
the reality is
that whether we
change
or whether we stay
the same

these questions will
remain.

Who are we
to be
with one
another?

and

How are we
to be
with one
another?

and

What to do
with all those memories
of all of those funerals?

and

What about those present
whose past was blasted
far beyond their
future?

I wake.
You wake.
She wakes.
He wakes.
They wake.

We Wake
and take
this troubled beauty forward.